Monday, May 4, 2009
I kinda miss the past whereby I am so preoccupied with activities (like band and running every other day) I do not even have time to think (much). It just feels so good to be overwhelmed by tiredness (physical and not mental is good) sometimes you just lie on the bed and fall asleep instantly. (Good things don't last...memories linger.)
This brings me to thinking about having 2 CCAs when Uni starts (though no decision is yet made) but I think I might just die. (Unless I give up teevee and sleep, which is 99.999999999% impossible? HA!)
I want to get another tutee, but who am I to find...without a tuition agency (I don't want them to earn my money). Hopefully find one in the neighbourhood of my aunt's place, if I were to stay at her place, if I were to go NTU. Everything now is just IFS.
And honestly, I feel so guilty for not finding jobs and earning money for Uni... How am I going to repay my Uni-debts?
Maybe, I should look at the bright side - Enjoy my free days/months while they last!
SWINE FLU on the GO...
I need to be more ......... and not feel so ........ HEHE
This brings me to thinking about having 2 CCAs when Uni starts (though no decision is yet made) but I think I might just die. (Unless I give up teevee and sleep, which is 99.999999999% impossible? HA!)
I want to get another tutee, but who am I to find...without a tuition agency (I don't want them to earn my money). Hopefully find one in the neighbourhood of my aunt's place, if I were to stay at her place, if I were to go NTU. Everything now is just IFS.
And honestly, I feel so guilty for not finding jobs and earning money for Uni... How am I going to repay my Uni-debts?
Maybe, I should look at the bright side - Enjoy my free days/months while they last!
SWINE FLU on the GO...
I need to be more ......... and not feel so ........ HEHE
♥ Fiona, 5:00 PM.
