Wednesday, March 18, 2009
Don't ask me why I am not sleeping but blogging here...
A glimpse of hope went bursting right into my face.
HAHA.
Oh well...
And so, the diploma is finally awarded, un-officially though.
Poly sort of officially comes to an end un-officially.
Life is a bleak.
To hell with me though.
Always complaining about school, now complaining about having no school to look forward to.
Seriously, what is my damn problem?
Have been thinking about uni courses these few days ever since open houses.
Biological Science or Social Work?
Major in both?
Will I die?
ARGHH!
The thought of having to kill animals kills me.
Damn, I don't even dare to touch them, what more killing them.
Social Work seems to be safer since I won't have to work with animals afterall.
But the thought of having to write essays after essays kills me too.
And if I take FASS, I will be my mother and daughter's junior altogether.
And it means having to appeal to change course since Biological Science was my choice.
Yet I don't feel like giving up Biological Science just lidat.
I am not that ready to switch course totally.
To put it simply, I have got no guts.
Blame it on myself.
Anyway, I will have awhile more to think, so...shall see how...
Sometimes I wish I can eliminate the _____ in me.
Sometimes I wish I can eliminate the _______ in me.
Sometimes I wish I can FLY.
Sometimes I wish I can TOUCH THE SKY.
Sometimes I wish I can stop wishing for wishes.
Tml, tml, how HOW?!
A glimpse of hope went bursting right into my face.
HAHA.
Oh well...
And so, the diploma is finally awarded, un-officially though.
Poly sort of officially comes to an end un-officially.
Life is a bleak.
To hell with me though.
Always complaining about school, now complaining about having no school to look forward to.
Seriously, what is my damn problem?
Have been thinking about uni courses these few days ever since open houses.
Biological Science or Social Work?
Major in both?
Will I die?
ARGHH!
The thought of having to kill animals kills me.
Damn, I don't even dare to touch them, what more killing them.
Social Work seems to be safer since I won't have to work with animals afterall.
But the thought of having to write essays after essays kills me too.
And if I take FASS, I will be my mother and daughter's junior altogether.
And it means having to appeal to change course since Biological Science was my choice.
Yet I don't feel like giving up Biological Science just lidat.
I am not that ready to switch course totally.
To put it simply, I have got no guts.
Blame it on myself.
Anyway, I will have awhile more to think, so...shall see how...
Sometimes I wish I can eliminate the _____ in me.
Sometimes I wish I can eliminate the _______ in me.
Sometimes I wish I can FLY.
Sometimes I wish I can TOUCH THE SKY.
Sometimes I wish I can stop wishing for wishes.
Tml, tml, how HOW?!
♥ Fiona, 10:22 AM.
