Obliged.
My mum made me feel so obliged to go to NUS.
I wonder what will happen if I go against her wishes.
It's bothering the shit outta me.
It's getting on my nerves.
Why is it that the pressure is always on me?
They just dun understand that this is my life.
I should choose my path.
Not live the path they think is good.
Perhaps it's the financial problem.
I can understand that actually.
Which makes me even more vexed.
OH WELL...
I shall wait for Poly to end first.
Even if I study locally, I feel like moving out all of a sudden.
I hope it's just a moment of madness.
Maybe like what Janet says...
I should go and work like mad after Poly.
Then money won't be so much of a problem.
I hope.
♥ Fiona, 6:02 PM.