Thursday, February 22, 2007
Life's so bland... Blahs.
Sometimes, I feel that by being too nice to people (whoever they are) means being cruel to myself... Ya the chinese saying... I dunno why...but I feel that way.
I am bored, and I have no life. Well, I am not gonna deny it. I have no life. My life is plain and boring, dull and colourless.
So much of a "live life to the fullest"... I have nothing to do every other day...besides rotting, watching TV, chatting, making myself busy and sleeping.
Can lead a life like before, doing what I used to do, but I guess I shouldnt get myself too involved anymore... How many people can really say that they can be there when I need them...when I, myself cant promise to many that I can...so...whatever for?
I think I needa get something to do before the insanity in me far exceed the limit...especially when I think that the sanity in me has already reach the minimum, that is to say if there is even sanity in me...
So, when people cant be there for you...you can only hope that you see yourself there for you...know how? Look into the mirror...i think it works the best...ya dont doubt, try it...
Sometimes, I feel that by being too nice to people (whoever they are) means being cruel to myself... Ya the chinese saying... I dunno why...but I feel that way.
I am bored, and I have no life. Well, I am not gonna deny it. I have no life. My life is plain and boring, dull and colourless.
So much of a "live life to the fullest"... I have nothing to do every other day...besides rotting, watching TV, chatting, making myself busy and sleeping.
Can lead a life like before, doing what I used to do, but I guess I shouldnt get myself too involved anymore... How many people can really say that they can be there when I need them...when I, myself cant promise to many that I can...so...whatever for?
I think I needa get something to do before the insanity in me far exceed the limit...especially when I think that the sanity in me has already reach the minimum, that is to say if there is even sanity in me...
So, when people cant be there for you...you can only hope that you see yourself there for you...know how? Look into the mirror...i think it works the best...ya dont doubt, try it...
♥ Fiona, 8:58 PM.
